Hello!

My name is John McCurdy, and along with my beloved wife, Romana Aniya Ercegović, it is our pleasure and honor to bring you this Cloud Class on Receiving Christ Consciousness.

To introduce this class, I’d like to share a little of my journey.

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As the oldest child of devout Christian parents, Jesus was a huge figure in my early years. It was expected that he would return to Earth very soon—maybe even before I grew up, and certainly within my lifetime—and that he would take the good people to heaven and destroy the rest with fire.

I was terrified. I couldn’t see how I could ever be good enough, or believe strongly enough, to be ready when he came.

My father was a lay preacher, and even as a child I listened attentively to his passionate sermons about the “good news” of Jesus. He spoke of how, as the Son of God, Jesus paid the penalty for our sins by dying in our place, so that we could be made right with God.

And I held onto that with hope—that maybe, just maybe, even I could be saved when Jesus came.

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As I grew older, though, the whole construct of the Christian religion began to collapse for me.

How could a God of love require the death of his own son to satisfy judgment on one young woman who was tricked into eating an apple from the wrong tree?
How could a loving God command his people to commit some of the most heinous atrocities in recorded history?

As I allowed myself the “heresy” of asking such questions, the whole structure fell apart like a house of cards.

And yet… I still felt that something important, something very real, had happened with the events of Yeshua’s life.

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In the years that followed I dove deep into myself. I discovered my eternal nature and remembered lifetimes I had lived on Earth. I began to sense that Yeshua had not come to save us from the wrath of a vengeful God, but to remind us of who we really are.

I felt that I had been in Palestine when he was there, and that we had known each other as friends. I felt how I helped to start the early churches after his crucifixion, and how I have worked within Christianity through many lifetimes.

And with that came the memories of my own disappointment, horror, and shame—at the distortions, the power games, the abuses. So many times I served as a minister, priest, or monk, sincerely searching for the love the gospel was meant to be about, yet often horrified at what we did in Jesus’ name.

At times I too was seduced by the power of theological “rightness.” I became a teacher and enforcer of doctrine, and I hurt people in the name of Christ.

Those memories haunted me. They fed a lifelong feeling of unworthiness.

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Even in this lifetime, when Yeshua asked me to create this class with him, I felt honored—and terrified. After all, who was I to carry his message, when I had gotten it so wrong so many times before?

And now I hear him whisper:
“Who better than one who has lived it so deeply and so sincerely?”

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I remember the first time I felt Yeshua’s presence again in this lifetime.

I was driving from Colorado to New Mexico around 2004 or 2005, listening to a Crimson Circle workshop where Geoffrey Hoppe channeled Tobias. At one point Tobias introduced Yeshua and stepped back.

The moment Yeshua began to speak, I burst into tears. The words carried such love and familiarity, and in that instant I knew that all my memories of him were true.

Years later, as I began channeling for myself, I often felt him standing beside me. Sometimes he spoke. More often he simply smiled and said, “No, my friend—I’m here to listen to the real master. Because you have gone far beyond what I knew.”

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Then, in the spring of 2025, at a small retreat in Slovenia, I opened to channel for a group of masters. I didn’t know what would come, but Yeshua stepped forward.

He spoke of Christ Consciousness—not as an abstract idea, but as something very real, very personal. And immediately afterward he said to me, “I would like to create a class with you about receiving Christ Consciousness.”

It took me a while to let that in. But when I finally began, I had no idea how deeply it would affect me.

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Yeshua and Mother Mary unfolded a very different picture of our history—of who he truly is, why the churches began, and what it was all really about. Hearing it this way lifted a weight I had carried for lifetimes. It filled me with relief, with joy, and with hope.

Now, for the first time, I can look at Christianity without anger, bitterness, or shame—and smile.

Because it worked.

This grand project, envisioned before Earth itself existed, somehow worked. Despite all the distortions, despite all the suffering, despite everything—it worked.

And this class helped me to see how, and why.

Not as atonement or redemption, not as the appeasement of a vengeful God. But as something so much deeper, so much more beautiful.

And it worked.

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And so, together with Yeshua, Mother Mary, Mary Magdalene, and Romana Aniya, we created this class not to offer new teachings or dogmas, but to open a remembrance of the light we planted long ago—and the joy of receiving it now.

This class has brought me clarity, healing, and freedom beyond anything I imagined. My hope is that it may do the same for you.

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I also want to acknowledge the contributions of my beloved wife, Romana Aniya. While my part in this class has been to channel information and new perspectives from Yeshua and Mother Mary, Romana brings something different and equally essential: the experience of receiving.

Her sessions are invitations into the body, into the heart, into the living remembrance of your own light. They are tender, beautiful, and deeply integrating, and I am so grateful for the gift she brings here.

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Together, the sessions in this class weave a journey of remembrance and receiving. My hope is that, wherever you are on your path, you will find something here that touches your heart.